I get a crazy headache. I don't know what causes it. Maybe because I still have no job. Or Maybe because I am brokenhearted. If I can choose I would rather die and don't feel this pain anymore. Pain to not being normal. I am so lonely. Yesterday when came back from the interview, I took a bus going home. Inside this bus, I like one man. I don't know if he is like us too. He looks like an Arabic man with beard. I tried to get beside him. I think our hands were touching and I think we enjoyed it. Actually at that time I felt so sleepy. I wanted to huge him. I know it sounds crazy. But I controlled my will. I wanted to stop when the bus stopped and followed him and talked to him. But because I felt my body was really tired and sick at time time, i didn't do it. Whoever you are, I wish one day we could meet again.
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